More tired than cold I guess.
It's been a long day, and I am infinitely thankful for my parents who went down to the office unit early in the morning to help clean up. And they were so precise and particular in making things as perfect as possible, put in so much heart and soul that I am deeply deeply touched.
And again I have no idea how to show them how much all these means to me. And yet, i also know they don't expect my thanks or appreciation. How can they be so kind and loving?
Nothing I am capable of.
Maybe Gabzho really is "blessed" to be married to me.
Maybe I really need to take more medication.
Maybe he's right that I need to be "taken in hand" by him and my Mother. I have issues, but I'm not too sure I care.
I might be hurt by all these words inside, but for now I'm just tired and numb.